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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Saved From Suicide

I sit alone in my room,

The lights off,
Blinds shut.
Sad and lonely,
I feel so alone.
Suicide comes to mind,
But I quickly realize why I won't,
Why I can't die,
All because of a few little facts.
Suicide accomplishes nothing,
Except for greif to the ones you love.
And when you commit suicide,
A close friend or family member usually does the same.
But the biggest reason I won't do it,
The most important reason,
Is Ashleigh.
I never want to hurt her,

Never want to make her sad.
And if I die,
I'll never meet her.
I get up and open the blinds.
My life will go on,
Things will get better,
And I'll someday meet my love.

Posted at 08:50 pm by Demonoid


	rascal June 11, 2005 09:14 PM PDT WTF?? i don't think that is a nice thing to write about, not that i find it offensive....but u shouldn't also mention names, it could hurt people(aka: me) emotionally, u know who i am, and that's not going to change....i hope u figure out what's wrong with u'r puter and u read this...


	Raire September 30, 2004 07:51 PM PDT SOO DO I!!! I NEED TO BUY THEIR ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually, you don't live on the streets. That would sick. Living in ?Central America makes you grateful to be in the position one is. Don't give up!!! We are all here for you! (Even though we might no know you)


	Demonoid September 28, 2004 07:05 PM PDT Why? Because everything...well, almost everything...in my life sucks btw, I love that song!


	Raire September 27, 2004 08:20 PM PDT ...Wurr? Did you actually contemplate suicide??? Wow, why??? Don't ask who I am, I am just a random passerby who went to Ashleigh's page through the moofly's page (the moofly is my cousing) and I'm just curious. Yay! Linkin Park!! I'm breaking the habit, tonight!!!!!


	Mandigrace September 25, 2004 05:25 PM PDT I totally understand how you feel. Well...not totally, seeing as how I have no one to live for. No one will ever miss me. I don't have anyone close to worry about them committing suicide too. The thing that keeps me going is knowing that suicide is for cowards and only the strong can make it all the way through life when their life is hell. I'm strong and I'm gonna make it.


	Demonoid September 25, 2004 11:16 AM PDT :)


	Noodlez September 24, 2004 11:23 PM PDT I am baffled.


	Noodlez September 23, 2004 03:11 PM PDT You'll meet me someday.I promise.


	Noodlez September 23, 2004 06:12 AM PDT crysI love you so much.It means so much to me that you won't die...I don't want you to die.I wish I could meet you.I wish that everyday every second.I wish my wishes and your wishes would come true.


	Hellraiser September 22, 2004 10:51 PM PDT Thats the pit that you need a big ladder to drag yourself out of.....Things can only get better.......at least you're not dead. I can read your next blog....never forget the fans.......>;)


	Demonoid September 22, 2004 08:55 PM PDT Suicide is for people who just give up...suicide is a stupid solution(my opinion)


	BlueSkelton September 22, 2004 08:52 PM PDT Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low