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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Man, the past few days have been horrible. I realized that I've been a really bad friend because all summer one of my friends kept caling me asking if we could do something, and I tottally blew him off. On Sunday my family and I all went to Family Land(water park) OK, when we got there, me and my dad went to change. My swim trunks don't really stayed tied together very well, so I borrowed one of my dads extras. It fit pretty well, and for some reason I wore boxers under them instead of what I usually wear. Well, we went in a wave pool, and when I got out and walked around I happened to look down.(here comes the embarrasment) There was a certain "lump" on my "lap", and it was the perfect outline of my...*ehem* So, there I was, walking around like that at a waterpark. But thats not the worst. The worst was that there were soo many girls there. I walked by a whole group of them like that, and they were mostly my age...and they were giggling about something...*still blushing as I think about it* God that was embarrasing...Anyway, when we were done there, we went to a resturaunt. I was tired, and as I was eating I started to feel sick. So we drove home. Next day my parents tell me to sit down. They found out everything about Ashleigh and me, and our relationship. And I do mean EVERYTHING. *sighs* Now Ashleigh and I are pretty much limited to e-mail. I also find out that I was born with depression, as in depression is kinda like a disease. I got it from my mom, who got it from one of her parents, ect.*sighs again*...I'm feeling just about every emotion you can feel at once.
....I can only think of one good thing that happened. My dad signed me up for guitar lessons. I start next Monday....that is a good thing because my guitar has been sitting in my room almost unused since Christmas.
Posted at 07:04 pm by Demonoid
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Sunday, August 15, 2004
2nd Annual Corn on the Curb
I got to go to Corn on the Curb last night...you can tell your in Wisconsin when people roast corn and drink beer for a party...Any way, they had live music from 2 excillent bands you've probly never heard of...Planet of 9 was playing there, and they have a song that has been the most requested on 104.9(radio station) for over 5 WEEKS!!! Oh, and Jupiter Moon was there also...they do songs from the 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, and today...didn't get to hear them because someone was being a pissant...
Posted at 10:00 am by Demonoid
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Ashleigh,
I'm sorry. I truly am. I really screwed up, but I ask myself "why?" I don't know what I was thinking. You are the best person I know. Why did I do it? I must be retarded to do that when I have you.
Sorry
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
Or caused you any pain.
I just wasn't thinking,
Using my brain.
My actions were sheer stupidity,
While your anger is just.
I deserve punishment,
Be punished, I must.
I beg for your forgiveness,
I'm down on my knees.
I'll do anything,
Forgive me, oh please.
Posted at 07:04 pm by Demonoid
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Friday, July 02, 2004
Amazing
Strong
Helpful
Loving
Evil
Intelligent
Gothy
Honest
Posted at 11:19 pm by Demonoid
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
This is for you, Ashleigh
When you ask me why I love you, I don't know what to say.
I love every part of you in every single way.
But if you want specifics, I'll try to meet your wish
And do my very, very best to make a simple list.
I love you for your arms that would hold me every night.
I love you for your kisses, sometimes strong and sometimes light.
I love you for your patience that never seems to end.
I love you for the fact that I can call you friend.
I love you for your lips that always seem to smile
When you'd look upon my face for just a little while.
I love you for your eyes that can see deep within my soul.
I love you for your ability to always make me whole.
I love you for your honesty, I know you'll never lie.
I love you for your passion, so much it makes me cry.
I love you for your humour, and the little jokes you tell.
I love this and a million other things as well.
You see how hard it is to narrow it all down.
There are far too many reasons, but one thing I have found...
I love you for your brains, but I love your body too.
In short, I love every single thing that has to do with you!
I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU
Posted at 07:34 pm by Demonoid
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