Entry: Saved From Suicide Wednesday, September 22, 2004



I sit alone in my room,

The lights off,
Blinds shut. 
Sad and lonely,
I feel so alone.
Suicide comes to mind,
But I quickly realize why I won't,
Why I can't die,
All because of a few little facts.
Suicide accomplishes nothing,
Except for greif to the ones you love.
And when you commit suicide,
A close friend or family member usually does the same.
But the biggest reason I won't do it,
The most important reason,
Is Ashleigh.
I never want to hurt her,
Never want to make her sad.
And if I die,
I'll never meet her.
I get up and open the blinds.
My life will go on,
Things will get better,
And I'll someday meet my love.

   12 comments

rascal
June 11, 2005   09:14 PM PDT
 
WTF?? i don't think that is a nice thing to write about, not that i find it offensive....but u shouldn't also mention names, it could hurt people(aka: me) emotionally, u know who i am, and that's not going to change....i hope u figure out what's wrong with u'r puter and u read this...
Raire
September 30, 2004   07:51 PM PDT
 
SOO DO I!!! I NEED TO BUY THEIR ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually, you don't live on the streets. That would sick. Living in ?Central America makes you grateful to be in the position one is. Don't give up!!! We are all here for you! (Even though we might no know you)
Demonoid
September 28, 2004   07:05 PM PDT
 
Why? Because everything...well, almost everything...in my life sucks

btw, I love that song!
Raire
September 27, 2004   08:20 PM PDT
 
...Wurr? Did you actually contemplate suicide???

Wow, why???

Don't ask who I am, I am just a random passerby who went to Ashleigh's page through the moofly's page (the moofly is my cousing) and I'm just curious.

Yay! Linkin Park!!

I'm breaking the habit, tonight!!!!!
Mandigrace
September 25, 2004   05:25 PM PDT
 
I totally understand how you feel. Well...not totally, seeing as how I have no one to live for. No one will ever miss me. I don't have anyone close to worry about them committing suicide too. The thing that keeps me going is knowing that suicide is for cowards and only the strong can make it all the way through life when their life is hell. I'm strong and I'm gonna make it.
Demonoid
September 25, 2004   11:16 AM PDT
 
:)
Noodlez
September 24, 2004   11:23 PM PDT
 
I am baffled.
Noodlez
September 23, 2004   03:11 PM PDT
 
You'll meet me someday.I promise.
Noodlez
September 23, 2004   06:12 AM PDT
 
*crys*I love you so much.It means so much to me that you won't die...I don't want you to die.I wish I could meet you.I wish that everyday every second.I wish my wishes and your wishes would come true.
Hellraiser
September 22, 2004   10:51 PM PDT
 
Thats the pit that you need a big ladder to drag yourself out of.....Things can only get better.......at least you're not dead.
I can read your next blog....never forget the fans.......>;)
Demonoid
September 22, 2004   08:55 PM PDT
 
Suicide is for people who just give up...suicide is a stupid solution(my opinion)
BlueSkelton
September 22, 2004   08:52 PM PDT
 
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

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